A sweep! Rap Rap Rapport Rewind!

Not a clean sweep, but atleast respectable and more importantly lived upto people's expectations... After screwing up the GD royally, our class was still leading thanks to Anandita's classical dance(we had a joker and rapport rewind on it... so dat makes it 6+20 points for one single event) and Antakshiri. Third day literary picked up speed...2nd in marathi creative writing(Nirmohi), 3rd in Hindi elocution(I), 3rd in spell bee(Anandita and I...not had expected even to qualify), 1st in English creative writing(Kushal), 2nd in debate(Hrudyesh and I)...Debate was fun. I did not know what I was talking, just went on and on to realise there was a thud thud sound of clapping; which made me feel I was right on track. I m not satisfied with my performance tho, could have done better. Anyways, all well dat ends well!

P.S. We also one the social skit which we went and did on the spot!

A change of scenario...

Just a few days before, I was happy december was here, but not anymore. I longed for d college fest to start, but not anymore. As it is approaching, a simple feelin of boredom is creeping in. A classic example how everything changes in a jiffy.This reaction may have been triggered by a particular event that happened last week and that mebbe the reason why I have lost interest in almost everything. Or mebbe it is just a general feeling of boredom! Mebbe it is just a phase of my life. I hope it fades away soon. I want to b chirpy as I was earlier. I want to yap, I want to blabber non-stop...

Has it happened with you?

Has it happened with you?

1. You want to do something and you end up doing the opposite.
2. You want to fight back but you have no clue how to go about it.
3. You want to fly but your wings have been cut off.
4. You want to express yourself but you don't have words to do so or there isn't anybody around to give u patient ear.
5. You want to scream at the top of your voice but you are not permitted to do so.
6. You are feeling suffocated in a particular environment but you don't have the courage to break free.

Smacked down hard on the ground...

Just when you feel you are going good and something happens and there you are 'smacked hard on the ground'. I am really low on confidence. My mom and friends tell me that I am taking things too drastically. Mebbe I am! But I refuse to accept whatever has happened. It is not my mistake and I will prove it. I will not retire till I give a fight back. There is only one thing that is keeping me going now, 'People who care for me, love me have not given up on me. So I will not give up on myself.' But one thing I cant promise. I cant be the same chirpy self I was a week ago. That would be too much to expect...

Kyun??? Kyun???

In my last blog I said I love the month december. I wish I knew it could also be called as 'dicey december'.On Friday our class results will be out. This time our parents have been called to the college(for the first time in the history of podar!) to collect our results. Why? Why? And to add to the misery there is this feeling of helplessness. You feel like a puppet when u see the amount of politics and corruption around.(ppl of podar would know what i am talking abt.)
Friday is the D day for us. Aaar ya Paar situation. Sita maiiya (Sita Ramanan-our coll principal) is going to do our Chir-Haran... On the same day there is this prestigious elocution competition in the college. I want to participate. But I m faced with these mixed feelings. The result thing is sinking in and I cannot concentrate on anything else.
Just asking one question.... KYUN???

Yeah baby... December is here!

December, December, December!
Time for more wonders!
I love this month... Inspite of being the last month of the year, I love december for the fact there is so much of fun and frolic around. It feels great to spend nice chilly mornings in the company of friends and yes also wid the tapri cutting chai. Colleges celebrate different days... rose day, saree day, tie day, chocolate day, blah blah and also not to forget the action packed intra college fest that our college organises for us at the end of the month. And ...like the icing on the cake my cousins are coming to India from US for a visit after 2-3 long years. Dying to meet them.........